I wish I was special

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out the door
She's running out
She run run run run...
run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

Porque esta canción define como me siento
¡¡¡¡que ganaass de gritaarr...pero de gritar en silencio para que nadie pueda escucharme...
porque día a día voy perdiendo un poquito más la esperanza
la esperanza de conseguir algo, pero sin conseguirlo todo

I wish I was special...pero no

Solo frío frio frio, distancia y temblores..
con la cabeza a pájaros...pero a pájaros matados a tiro de piedra
Echo de menos lo que nunca tuve..y esta es la peor de las enfermedades